How do you even begin
to answer this question? How do you classify your reason for existence? Do you
list your accomplishments and say that it was your destiny to achieve all of
those, when in reality it was your hard work and persisting practice that
awarded you with the medal, title, or certificate? It's a good thing I need to
write 750+ words, because there are so many approaches to this, I'm going to
need it.
I
was born at a very young age (inside joke), to Corinna Katharine Young McBride
and Steven Dale McBride. My first purpose would be to be the most amazing daughter
I possibly could to them. Of course, they had parents and families, too. I need
to be a good family member, and do things to make my family proud of me. My
purpose is to be but a simple chain in the link, a branch on the tree, and a
card with my signature on the holidays. But also, to be a supportive,
encouraging, courageous person that is depended on when crisis or havoc strikes
any person in my family.
After
being a daughter, would be that I am a sister. I am to live and learn because
of the actions of Natasha Leigh McBride, and to pass them down to Kylie
Katharine McBride. I am to be a good sibling, and to help them and protect them
with all my might. My siblings are not totally dependent on me, nor am I on
them, but having them is an amazing feeling to be able to have someone to lean
on in a time of need. We may fight like complete idiots, but without them I
would be completely lost and pretty clueless.
The
next step was going to school. Some people may not address schooling as part of
their purpose, but without it, who would you be? You would know nothing, or
very little that is, and you wouldn’t have a career. A part of my purpose is to
finish my schooling and to become in whatever career I deem worthy of putting
my knowledge, blood, sweat, and tears into. My sophomore year at Aurora High
School, I found out I was pregnant, and even that didn’t stand in my way, but
gave me a new reason to persist through high school and be able to walk across
the stage, shake hands, and receive my diploma, my ticket to my future.
As
soon as I saw those two pink lines, I knew I had to do everything in my power
to become the greatest person I could possibly be. I already had a job, which I
still am working at, and began to really question who I was, and what my
purpose was. Coincidence? I think not. On the first day of finals, junior year,
my water broke as I was getting up to get ready for the day. [Great timing,
Kia]. 6:15 in the morning, tired, and in active labor. What an awesome
combination. About 8:00, checked into the hospital. Lots of watching TV,
squeezing hands, and anxiety later, 3:00pm rolls around. Time to push. 3:22 pm.
The most beautiful little girl was laid on my stomach. Kiannah. A new reason to be a better person. She
changed my everything. I had a new reason to finish school. I had a new reason
to get a career. I had a new reason to be a responsible, respectable person. I
know I slip every once in a while, but I’m a teenager and even though I need to
be a great person for her, I know that I’m not perfect. But because of her, I keep
TRYING. Every time I’m down, I know if I think about her my spirits will be
lifted above the clouds.
I decided
really early on that being a mom was my main purpose. To be a good mom, and
since I am a teen mom, I need to prove that not every teen mom is the same. I’m
not going to resort to drugs or drinking. I’m not going to give up and give her
up. I’m not going to lose myself. I’m going to take responsibility for the
beautiful life that I have given life to, and to make her life the most amazing
life she could possibly have. I never want her to question if I was trying my
best. I want her to realize she can do anything in this life, and that she will
always be good enough for anyone. I want to make a part of my purpose to show
that some teens can do it, and some can do it well.
I
believe my main purpose in life is to be an exceptional family member and
bettering the lives of my family.
Five Generations Back row: Steven Dale McBride (3), Gilbert Dale McBride (2) Front Row: Marjorie McBride (1), Britni Kay McBride (4), Kiannah Elsamarie McBride (5) |
Kiannah Elsamarie McBride |
Kiannah Elsamarie McBride, Corinna Katharine Young McBride, Helga Elsemarie Young, Britni Kay McBride Four generation photo. |
Kiannah's first trip to the zoo, with mommy, grandma, grandpa, and aunt Kylie. |